And then indeed there are other days when, even though its quiet and peaceful and nothing is stressful, it is all too hard. I am waiting, again, for information, for appointments. I have resolved to take what action I can in such circumstances, and then appreciate the time, relax into it, because this moment now is not unbearable at all. But it would appear that this a day when suffering is what I am aware of. So I guess the thing is to just relax into that. No deep and meaningful analysis. Do some chi kung and meditate. See what happens. Things change.