I had my weekly Herceptin dose today. I didn’t have any antihistamine this time, and felt slightly nauseous for half an hour afterwards. But it is nothing, compared to chemo. I feel very positive when I’m there, getting the medication. It is the feeling of doing something, hopefully taking some action, hopefully having some effect. I want this to happen. I do not have the same equanimity if I let go of it. That is how it is. Still I do listen to my body in meditation, try to just let it be, for some of the time. And focus on healing, living, breathing, too.